WHY GOD, WHY?
on this lovely and quiet thanksgiving eve...after a lovely and quiet day home from work where i wanted to eat everything in sight...i realized that i am in "bandster hell".*
just what did i do to deserve this? thanksgiving. trip to disney. and i am HUNGRY....
i have been reading online the last hour and found some good advice... that any weight gain or plateau that arises during this time will be null and void in the long run once i am on-track with restriction. i think this is sound and fair advice and i will take it in an effort to stay sane the next TWO weeks until my first fill.
did i mention tomorrow is a eating holiday? did i mention i am going to disney?
* for my non-band friends reading..."bandster hell" is refers to the time after surgery when your stomach is no longer swollen from surgery and you have no restriction in your band...thus leaving you hungry and requiring you to use willpower to control your eating. if i had willpower...would i be here today?
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