about that skinny bitch.....

I have decided to not only embrace my inner skinny bitch -- but to let her out and own her.   granted i weigh over 250 pounds.  and granted, i don't even know how much i weigh for real because i have a scale-phobia...but putting that and my size 24 22 (!!!!) jeans aside for a moment.... i am one.hot.skinny.bitch.  lol

as part of being a skinny bitch i am no longer going to talk about getting the band to "be heathly" or any other bullshit.  i did it to look good and to make a lot of women eat my dust.  lol.  

i am tired of being nice and polite about this weight-loss game.  lol.   i am one.hot.skinny.bitch.  

you with me?

ok... this all came about because the other night at support group it kind of became a bitch session about the group.  and a woman who has a long journey ahead of her (and behind her) said that she struggled with all the maintenance people talking about how perfect everything is when she is struggling.   one of the most successful in my mind said: uh, no, we are just pretending everything is perfect.  we still struggle.  

so...i figured if they all can pretend they are perfect skinny bitches as they hover at their goal weight for a couple years...i can pretend i am a skinny bitch while i still lose weight.