popcorn-gate

first things first, i am here to put to rest the rumors that i ran off and became straight with Juicy Dr. Joe.   while my back has improved immensely, i still remain the big dyke on campus (in my mind).


  second things second.   i could not stand to read about everyone getting their unfills so last night on my way out the door to support group (must.blog.about.*that*) i STUFFED a handful of popcorn in my mouth.   had to pull off into a gas station and puke on my way down to the meeting.   then today nothing stayed down.   went to whole foods at 3PM and got bisque.  threw up the first spoonful of that (as in, i ran from a meeting with my boss and my staff and puked in the ladies room).  oh, but i did not just puke soup.  i puked blood.  EEK!  freak out city.   called the surgeon's office and ran over there.  was honest about the popcorn.  got a "HEIDI! you of all people!!!!!!!!!!!!" and 2cc of my 9ccs taken out.  ahhhhhh.  relief.  i think it was a kernel.  and the blood was probably just from a tear in my esophagus.   so now i feel like i am have no restriction.  which, i know i do actually have some restriction.  but after being so tight all day and puking it is nice to feel loose and open.   will go back in next week and start to fill up again.

not going to freak out about the lack of restriction.   it is just for a few days.  the upside to today's little adventure is that i got weighed.  212.  wow.  that seems so much lower than 216 a couple weeks ago!   i have decided to set a mini-goal of 199 by november 9th -- which is my one year band anniversary.   <<<<<--- i know those words read easy-breezy on the screen but the idea of being under 200 in a blink of an eye freaks me out and turns me on at the same time....

third things third.   to those that are going... have a great time in chicago.   i really wanted to go but my parents have a business trip this weekend and they are my only overnight babysitters.   so instead of me going to chicago -- the princess and i will be traveling to DC this weekend.  we even have a tour of the white house scheduled on saturday!    but like i said, i hope you all have a great time and i look forward to the next event!

i  hope to do some serious blogging before we go away this weekend.  life has gotten incredibly busy and taxing in the last week.  i need a break from a lot of things...a chance to recharge my batteries.   hopefully that will happen this weekend in DC....

until then... there is a dvr with glee on it calling my name........