i think i am suffering from last supperitis. part of me wants to jump in and start my pre-op liquid diet. (i am not required to start until Nov 2nd). and then part of me is looking for all my favorite foods....today i pigged-out. ate bread even though i am gluten intolerant.
i have exerted some control over these urges, but i am consciously worrying about the control i am required to exert for.the.rest.of.my.life once i am banded.
i definitely have instant gratification issues. i want now and i want it my way. in almost all aspects of my life. as far as food goes - if i did not hate the kumbaya aspect of support groups i would join overeaters anonymous.
i think i am realizing that there is definitely a hill to climb here....
Does ur Dr offer a support group?
ReplyDeletethey do. i think it is almost every tuesday. i live about 45 minutes from those meetings (but they are close to my work). i need to work out some consistent childcare coverage so i can go more than once a month.
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